What to do

I do not know how to say this. In away I am afraid to,Afraid of hurting cubbys feeling. Over this past weekend really made me think. I hear I dont like what I see, I am to fat, and that from cubby. and this week what do I see? He spends most of his time in his office on his computer the only time I saw him this week was when he came out to fix his dinner and even then he took it back in to his office and ait in there. I always here from cubby that I need a since of propriaty that If I can remember to do stuff on the computer then I should remember to do cleaning stuff. Well over the weekend there was plenty of stuff cubby could of done. Dishis, cook dinner stuff like that but what does cubby do? Stays in his office and reads the new harrypotter book. He is starting to worrie me. I mean not to long ago I had a heartattact and that started me thinking that I need to start taking better care of myserlf. I know I realy dont seem like it dont bother me but it does.And seeing cubby his weight and that. he might be in good health and that but his weight is a big issue. If I can have a heart attact at my age and I am not that big, oh I know I have other shit wrong with me but still that makes me think that cubby has a bigger chance than I do of kicking the buckit or having a heart attack. I dont want that I love my cubby he is all that I have I dont want to lose him.Well I got that talk from cubby he told me the same thing that I was all he had. Well it goes both ways doesnt he think that I care that he means evberything to me? I want my cubby to live for a long time